- Handling sexual frustration, especially at bedtime.
It makes me feel like an utterly crappy slave and human to be unable to handle this any better, but I was so frustrated I couldn't sleep last night. I finally fell asleep at 1 am, only to get up at 5:30 to make breakfast. Now I'm tired and grumpy. And I broke another rule by scratching my leg out of a bad craving to feel pain. Stupid slave. I would really like a hard and long play session, a thorough beating, but I doubt that will happen. I do not feel like I deserve it at all.
My head just goes round and round with what I want, and then the feelings of guilt for only thinking of what I want. And then I am angry. And also tired and hungry.
But hey, I have lost 13 lbs since we started our diet 5 weeks ago, so that is something.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
. You Never Know When They Will Catch Up To You
I just made what would have been a hilarious joke on social media, if only the one other person who would get it would have been around to...
-
I just made what would have been a hilarious joke on social media, if only the one other person who would get it would have been around to...
-
I've been into clicker training for many years, as a dog training method. It was begun by Karen Pryor as a way to train dolphins more h...
-
.jpg)
The butt plug, another first for this slave. I have some anal beads, which I dearly love to feel, and of course we have da butt sexin...
No comments:
Post a Comment